tiny desk concerts

 something about their voices hit me hard in the gut.  and make me feel like i'm at home. 

also, i'm so old fashioned and can't navigate music blogs, and always find these tiny desk concerts almost as exhilarating as the real thing.  i love hearing bob boilen's voice (the host of all songs considered) in the background--he's so fly.



maybe our girl margie can reunite with these kids? she was killin it with her banjo on thursday night. thank you to everyone who made our event!

also, don't forget to share your art and poetry and writing and anything with us by october 31st (that date should ring some spooky bells).  send us your work at labrys@smith.edu

xx
b

Street Scene by Sejal Shah

I went to see the poet Sejal Shah at the Smith Poetry Center a few weeks ago and I especially enjoyed this work of her's, "Street Scene."  She is a very talented South Asian American poet and writer!
Best.
Esra

Street Scene by Sejal Shah

Parisians call this neighborhood mixed. Mixed is code; it means immigrants. Think Brooklyn, Caitlin says. We are in the 20th Arrondissement, near Père Lachaise. I am here to see the Louvre and the Turkish Baths; I am here to visit my friend, Caitlin. I have a map and some time for wandering. To travel by yourself and enjoy it is a skill; I don’t practice enough.

The 20th Arrondissement. Storefronts with fuchsia and blue signs; Senegalese behind tables of patterned scarves, watch caps, and leather bags; music, a low flare around which we warm ourselves at the park, at pool tables, at long wooden bars. LeeAnne isn’t here to tell me where she stayed in Paris. When I think of her, I see us talking in my backyard, splashing in the pool, upstate New York summers. It surprises me. She was never there, but I can see it: the blue pool, our hideaway; beach towels; instant iced tea. I imagine we lay ourselves out on the uneven flagstones, waiting to be hot enough to peel ourselves off and fling ourselves into the water. If I close my eyes hard enough, if I squint, I can almost see it, this scene—that we grew up together. She was that kind of friend. As I walk through Paris, I keep expecting to catch a glimpse of her, vanishing into some narrow street.

Paris is a walking city; even my softest black shoes will produce blisters. We are on the Champs Élysées, on the way to a make-up store to have our eyes made up. Caitlin and her roommate are going to a birthday party tonight. I am back to seventh grade conjugating verbs, acting out a skit in which we say:Where is the party? I’ll meet you there. We will see you there. I will see you there. See you there?

Caitlin and I were neighbors toward the end of our twenties. I am staying with her in Paris for a week. We are neighbor-friends—neighbors who became friends—friends who once lived close by. She moved into our apartment complex, two doors away from me. She wore pencil skirts, perfectly tailored, unusual to see in a graduate student in our hippie college town. I admired her. Then her new boyfriend showed up, playing guitar, sitting out on the back porch, and I felt shy. And I was embarrassed. He was someone I had known from the university years before. We had once, twice had two beers too many and had kissed awkwardly in the apartment he shared with two other musicians. The years passed; he and Caitlin broke up. Now neither of us are in touch with him and I fly across an ocean to visit her.

The word for neighbor is la voisine. The word for sister is ma soeur. Friends are les amies.

Each day, I walk across the street to the Internet café. There is something comforting in something you do everyday. Repetition, even across one week, is key. This is what I say to the African who works there: Un café au lait et au pain chocolat, s’il vous plait. He answers in French rather than in the English we both know he knows. I take this as a kindness.

I take the Métro to the Musée d’Orsay. I look at paintings everyone recognizes. I dig my camera out from between pens and street map and take pictures: a long-faced woman; a flock of ballerinas in blue tulle and chiffon; a rooster; a bride and groom, suspended.

We sang songs in seventh grade. Alouette, gentille alouette. Skylark, nice skylark, I will pluck the feathers off of you. I will pluck the feathers off your head, off your back; I will break your beak. I will remove your heart. I am going to dismember you. This is what runs through my head: French class. Even though I am in France.

I came to Paris to make up for seven years of French in grade school. What do you do with a language you never use? I didn’t know when I booked my flight, what I was looking for. I had a friend in France. I thought, why not?

We had a concrete pool in the backyard of my parents’ house, but it no longer exists. They filled it in five years ago. My parents hired someone to break down the raised rim; they must have rented a crane to fill the hole with earth. We saw pictures, but we—my brother and I—were not there to see the pool in which we spent our summers lifted away and filled. We were not there to see the yellow bulldozers or the torn wooden fence. We did not see the truck full of earth brought to reclaim the kidney bean shape: curved, fetal. We saw the earth there, without grass, sinking. More dirt needed to be brought to cover the indentation of what was gone, what had left.

Once, LeeAnne spent two weeks by herself in Paris at museums. I could barely do two days. We met when I was twenty-four, close to too late for meeting a friend you could love as if you were young. I rushed in, late to an orientation for a new job; she put her hand on the chair next to her. Here, she said. I sat down, embarrassed, out of breath. She leaned over and whispered: You didn’t miss anything. You’re fine! Her face opened up whenever she saw me, as though I were the most precious and wonderful present in her life—a rare flower, a perfect day. She was like that with all of her friends. She made you feel—by the quality of her attention, her warm hazel eyes, her rapt, joyful smile—loved.

I was looking at a painting. I stood shaking in front of flowers: dull flowers, heads bent. I knew she had been happy. I knew nothing. She is gone. What do we really know about anyone else? Or their sorrow? The flowers were alive and painful to gaze at: brown, fading; green and purple, thick paint, too thick, streaks nearly grotesque, almost lovely, nearly gorgeous. I cried in front of the other tourists. I wanted to find her. She was gone. I closed my eyes. I wanted to see her once more. I want to see her again.

There is no one on the street in this street scene. The scene is the angle at which the road curves and so it seems to open up, to hold some possibility. The paintings are the signs for l’hotel and pâtisserie. The color is the color of fall leaves. The only figure is a church steeple, slate gray. I remember walking alone though I was in a city, a much-walked city, and I must never have seen a corner that empty. In Paris, I felt as if I were walking, again and again, across a stage set. The entire city stood still, posed, as if a museum or a photograph.

We could see the cemetery from Caitlin’s apartment. Important people were buried there, I’d been told. I pressed myself against Caitlin’s window and took pictures of the gravestones. Who was there? Van Gogh, Degas, Giacometti, Modigliani? LeeAnne would have chosen more time with the art, not bothering with the cemetery. I thought of the flower heads bowing at the museum, irises unfurling. I thought of the mint tea from the hammam, the sharp-scented blue soap, the hands of women I didn’t know on my back. I thought of LeeAnne gazing up at the Chagall; she would have been transfixed by the violet sky, clasped arms, bound by the colors, turning to someone in delight. She would have been breathless. Nine years later, one fall day, she was no longer picking up the phone. I called that morning, was it near noon? I hope she heard my voice on the machine before she left the house. (She was in Kentucky, I was in Massachusetts; two months had passed since we last talked.) I’ll be driving all afternoon. Call me anytime.

I want to believe she paused, that she brightened, just one moment. But how could she have brightened when she was no longer picking up the phone, when she had written out a note, when she had tucked a bottle of pills into her pocket? She didn’t change her mind. She took their dog for a walk to a wooded area. She didn’t want her husband to have to find her. She wrote our names in black ballpoint on Post-its to affix to cardboard boxes she left for all of us: in mine, books; a key chain; a clutch of pomegranate-colored beads strung together like flowers; a clay plaque, which says create in raised letters. Her husband handed me my box after the service. I keep the Post-it near me; I keep the plaque on a wall in my apartment—in every apartment I have lived in for the past nine years; I misplace the beaded flowers and find them again every few months. I called on a Friday morning. Her husband called me on Sunday. It had taken a day to find her.

I want to believe she heard my voice before she left the house. It is selfish, but I want to believe she knew I was thinking of her. Still, I will never know what she thought or if she heard or what she felt, at the end.

Once, crossing the street, we saw children. They crossed the street with their teacher. They were a line of ducks in the rain. In my head, I was taking notes: I passed children, walking like ducklings. They wore blue slickers and yellow boots. Notes to myself, notes to LeeAnne. It has been nearly ten years now. My French dictionary is no help. I would like to find a word for this besides suicide, but in French the word is the same. I would like to find a word for a friend who was better than a friend, who was as close as a sister, but I do not have a sister (une sœur) and something in these words won’t translate: to be like something is not the same as to be something. I would like a better word. Something to stay past this passing of time, something that will last.

Paris is for writers—for everyone who wants something from their wanting. What do you do in a city? You walk. I walked. Repetition is key. In my head, I sang. Je te plumerai la tête. I walked around the city for one week. (In my head, I spoke French.) I looked at the river. It rained. I must have looked at the river.Alouette. I walked and I walked. I took pictures. Skylark, lovely skylark. I thought of a pool, which once existed—rough concrete, paint chipping, the sharp comfort of chlorine. I thought of LeeAnne. We were markers, marking what? There was earth and it was sinking. Et la tête. Of how she just wanted to rest. Et la tête. Of what use is the head. There is ringing. Of what use is a ghost blue pool. I was in my head. Din din don. And then ringing. Din din don. There is the outline of what was once a pool—now an indentation, now an impression, now fresh, now earth.

We should have been two girls, swimming. (I cannot say it in French.) We should have been two girls lying on the flagstones in the sun, talking, and lemon juice in our hair and iced tea in tall flowered glasses by a light blue pool; we would have had time. So this is the Seine. I know I should let her go. So this is time. I’m not ready yet. We are flowers alive by the side of the pool, bowing and bowing toward each other, heads bent, as girls always do.

Source: http://www.kenyonreview.org/kr-online-issue/2011-fall/selections/sejal-shah/

Because I could not stop for death

Because I could not stop for Death –  He kindly stopped for me –  The Carriage held but just Ourselves –  And Immortality. We slowly drove – He knew no haste And I had put away My labor and my leisure too, For His Civility –  We passed the School, where Children strove At Recess – in the Ring –  We passed the Fields of Gazing Grain –  We passed the Setting Sun –  Or rather – He passed us –  The Dews drew quivering and chill –  For only Gossamer, my Gown –  My Tippet – only Tulle –  We paused before a House that seemed A Swelling of the Ground –  The Roof was scarcely visible –  The Cornice – in the Ground –  Since then – 'tis Centuries – and yet Feels shorter than the Day I first surmised the Horses' Heads Were toward Eternity –  - Emily Dickinson Happy Halloweekend! Kristen '15

Cloud City

Last weekend I was in New York City with a few friends. We did a lot of the stereotypical tourist-y things like visiting Central Park and Times Square, but we also spent most of the morning and afternoon at the Metropolitan Museum of Art. We visited the exhibit on the rooftop, Cloud City by Tomas Saraceno. It was really cool - you could walk on it and it was very disconcerting at first. You are walking on glass and can see the people below you, but you also got an amazing view of the city. Here are a couple of pictures and I have a link to pictures of the installation of it. Enjoy!

http://www.metmuseum.org/exhibitions/listings/2012/tomas-saraceno/installation-photos

Artwork by James Rosenquist

It's full of emotion. I found it on art.sy! -Jackie

logistical craftin'

i had to use my crayons, but i had no excuse.
so i found one.
hadley, do the dishes!

xx
b

m.c. escher

a few different perspectives for the week

Sampaguita

Egads! In the same, mad Wednesday rush that led to me to attempt to use nail polish remover as face moisturizer (mercifully, an unsuccessful attempt) I neglected to post. Now, in a misguided effort to remain punctual, I present you with a poem about the national flower of the Phillipines, where it's either yesterday or tomorrow. -Jackie

Sampaguita by Noel Horlanda

Perfumes starry night
wafts the air, florid scent
wraps round svelte neck
of a Lady’s knight

Moonless, moonlight tale
yet reflects its shadow lake
redolent smell spreads ov’r
bites evening mighty spell

Twilight shower bakes
early mornin’ dew atop
tiny white petals
looks like icing on cakes

Sweet scented floras
its caramel fragrance
sticks one’s sallow skin,
creates bright auroras

Teeny weenie fingers
sews mini whites together
soon digital strings on sight
hangs like bell ringers!

Early dawn comes
elate childish smiles,
vie to sell round churchyards
A few, a plenty welcomes

Lovely sampaguita, delightful
Adorable you may be
A lady in laces waiting
Gentlemen swarm undoubtful

Its freshness makes nostril flares
relieves stress for surely,
arrogant minds pacified
then tranquility bares

Infants, old timers, adolescents
round the elliptic bush, plucks
metal petal gathers copiously,
threaded together like fluorescents

Carved in various forms
bracelets, necklaces, lei
worn by a lovely dame
lookin’ out window’s dorm

Sampaguitas, flourish ev’r
immaculate white, eternal
A jewel in her own way,
as nite’s tempest, nev’r!

She’s pure and innocent,
Brilliant, incandescent 

"mean mary"

scary / impressive

Anoanimal - Andrew Bird

This is an older song, but I like it. Hope you enjoy it too! Also, the music video is really strange.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sT3_jTmL2i0


-Kelsey '13

If you came 

by Ruth Pitter 

If you came to my secret glade,
Weary with heat,
I would set you down in the shade,
I would wash your feet.

If you came in the winter sad,
Wanting for bread,
I would give you the last that I had,
I would give you my bed.

But the place is hidden apart
Like a nest by a brook
And I will not show you my heart
By a word, by a look.

The place is hidden apart
Like a nest of a bird
And I will not show you my heart
By a look, by a word.

Enjoy! -Jackie

this weather is getting to me

the flesh covers the bone
and they put a mind
in there and
sometimes a soul,
and the women break
vases against the walls
and the men drink too
much
and nobody finds the
one
but keep
looking
crawling in and out
of beds.
flesh covers
the bone and the
flesh searches
for more than
flesh.

there's no chance
at all:
we are all trapped
by a singular
fate.

nobody ever finds
the one.

the city dumps fill
the junkyards fill
the madhouses fill
the hospitals fill
the graveyards fill

nothing else
fills. 

--charles bukowski, "alone with everyone" 

don't gotta work it out

Here's a fun song in honor of the first real day of fall break-- I can't listen to it without dancing.

Kristen DeLancey '15

Barbara Kruger

Barbara Kruger is a postmodern feminist conceptual artist who reinvents old photographs by equipping them with unexpected, often truthful headlines. Here's some of her work:

-Jackie

pause

Orange in the middle of a table:

It isn’t enough
to walk around it
at a distance, saying
it’s an orange:
nothing to do
with us, nothing
else: leave it alone

I want to pick it up
in my hand
I want to peel the
skin off; I want
more to be said to me
than just Orange:
want to be told
everything it has to say
And you, sitting across
the table, at a distance, with
your smile contained, and like the orange
in the sun: silent:

Your silence
isn’t enough for me
now, no matter with what
contentment you fold
your hands together; I want
anything you can say
in the sunlight:
stories of your various
childhoods, aimless journeyings,
your loves; your articulate
skeleton; your posturings; your lies.

These orange silences
(sunlight and hidden smile)
make me want to
wrench you into saying;
now I’d crack your skull
like a walnut, split it like a pumpkin
to make you talk, or get
a look inside

But quietly:
if I take the orange
with care enough and hold it
gently

I may find
an egg
a sun
an orange moon
perhaps a skull; center
of all energy
resting in my hand

can change it to
whatever I desire
it to be

and you, man, orange afternoon
lover, wherever
you sit across from me
(tables, trains, buses)

if I watch
quietly enough
and long enough

at last, you will say
(maybe without speaking)

(there are mountains
inside your skull
garden and chaos, ocean
and hurricane; certain
corners of rooms, portraits
of great grandmothers, curtains
of a particular shade;
your deserts; your private
dinosaurs; the first
woman)

all I need to know
tell me
everything
just as it was
from the beginning.

Margaret Atwood, "Against Still Life"

This last stanza runs over and over in my head as I sit, silent and bleary, in the periodicals room.

--Becca

the arrival of lucifer

initially penned in ovid's amore, the pathos of marlowe's faustus is keenly felt as he bewails his final moments: o lente, lente, currite noctis equi! --> o, run slowly, slowly, horses of the night! i can't get this out of my head.

photographs create stellar dichotomies.
margaret draft '13

words fail me

Hi there! Posted below for your listening pleasure is the only known recording of Virginia Woolf. It comes from part of a BBC broadcast from April 19, 1937. Hope it can bring you some inspiration on this dreary Saturday!

"How can we combine the old words in new orders so that they survive, so that they create beauty, so that they tell the truth? That is the question."- Virginia Woolf

Jenny Lewis

Hey Labcat readers,
After a really rainy day here in Northampton, why not listen to some good music? I have been listening all week on my iPod to Jenny Lewis, formerly of the band Rilo Kiley.  She has a great voice and her songs are unique.  Here is one of my favorites in a live performance- aren't live performances always better? This is "Sing a Song for Them."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SaxNlskBAfY&list=AL94UKMTqg-9BLUgJ4GTRz8lspTEIdQz9U&index=15&feature=plcp

Enjoy!
Esra

inspiration

I thought that for today I would post a quote to (hopefully) inspire some of you to post your work on the labcat. Here is a quote from Smith alum Sylvia Plath: 


"And by the way, everything in life is writable about if you have the outgoing guts to do it, and the imagination to improvise. The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt."

We hope to hear from you :) 

Labrys love,
Kelsey '13

Sand Art!

After a day of reading and reading, my mind has been officially frazzled. And I imagine that, this being Wednesday, many people are in need of a respite from words and all their beloved eccentricities. So here's a video of an insanely talented sand artist from the Ukraine. Enjoy! -Jackie

freezing points

four months of

blankness. nothingness.

tonight was the snap.
yesterday, my thighs chafed,
sweat swaddled my upper lip.

my mouth that was so great
to you.

tonight
the raw skin between my legs
prickled with the premonition of snow.




happy anniversary to me.

--becca

prompt

i once contemplated what a poem might look like if it were almost wholly composed of song titles. a little idiosyncratic, but may it inspire:

far away is the man i love 

and his sweet tooth, mumbling 

on a blanket the beer barrel polka 

with a storm in his tired hands. 

i pick at the grieving breath, 

the seagull of moth wings 

and blueberry mountains. 

dear cliff-top, the deer will write

with angry ink, biting at red apples - 

it's like reaching for the moon - 

the body's dance, handjobs for the holidays. 

i would be remiss not to thank my dutiful favorites: national skyline, art tatum, gillian welch & dave rawlings, autolux, the andrews sisters, josé gonzález, k.c. accidental, benoit pioulard, first aid kit, manchester orchestra, cat power, billie holiday, broken social scene

margaret draft '13

To the Harbormaster

I wanted to be sure to reach you;
though my ship was on the way it got caught
in some moorings. I am always tying up
and then deciding to depart. In storms and
at sunset, with the metallic coils of the tide
around my fathomless arms, I am unable
to understand the forms of my vanity
or I am hard alee with my Polish rudder
in my hand and the sun sinking. To
you I offer my hull and tattered cordage
of my will. The terrible channels where
the wind drives me against the brown lips
of the reeds are not all behind me. Yet
I trust the sanity of my vessel; and
if it sinks, it may well be in answer
to the reasoning of the eternal voices,
the waves which have kept me from reaching you.
                                   
                                   Frank O'Hara


Kristen DeLancey '15

Cindy Sherman

Why not start the weekend off right by digging into some Cindy Sherman artwork.  Sherman's artwork, including her most recent exhibition first displayed at the NYC MOMA is incredible.   I was lucky enough on my recent visit to San Francisco to see the exhibition at the SF MOMA.  Sherman photographs herself as different women from various backgrounds.  The outfits are crazy, and the makeup even crazier.  I found out about the Sherman exhibit after listening to Ira Glass' narration of visiting the Sherman exhibit when it had just opened at the NYC MOMA.  Someone posing as Cindy Sherman went around the exhibit saying she was Cindy Sherman. Of course, Ira Glass being Ira Glass, he had to make a hilarious prologue segment of This American Life on it.  Listen to it here. http://www.thisamericanlife.org/radio-archives/episode/468/switcheroo

Here are some amazing photos of some of Sherman's photographs I saw in her recent exhibition.  (All Photos courtesy of www.moma.org unless otherwise noted)

Courtesy of aesthetics.com

Photo above Courtesy of  artobserved.com

Esra Karamehmet '13J

Mountain Day

In honor of Mountain Day...here's a poem about what else? A mountain!

The Mountains -- grow unnoticed

Emily Dickinson

The Mountains—grow unnoticed—
Their Purple figures rise
Without attempt—Exhaustion—
Assistance—or Applause—

In Their Eternal Faces
The Sun—with just delight
Looks long—and last—and golden—
For fellowship—at night— 

We hope you all had a wonderful Mountain day, whether it was your first, second, third or last. There is nothing better than hearing those bells ringing at 7 AM! 

Kelsey McDermott '13

Random Thoughts

And now, snippets of Rainer Maria Rilke (dead Austrian poet)'s advice to other younger, less-dead poets on love and, yes, poetry:

“Perhaps all the dragons in our lives are princesses who are only waiting to see us act, just once, with beauty and courage. Perhaps everything that frightens us is, in its deepest essence, something helpless that wants our love.”

“Let everything happen to you
Beauty and terror
Just keep going
No feeling is final”

“It is not inertia alone that is responsible for human relationships repeating themselves from case to case, indescribably monotonous and unrenewed: it is shyness before any sort of new, unforeseeable experience with which one does not think oneself able to cope. But only someone who is ready for everything, who excludes nothing, not even the most enigmatical will live the relation to another as something alive.”

“For beauty is nothing but the beginning of terror
which we are barely able to endure, and it amazes us so,
because it serenely disdains to destroy us.
Every angel is terrible.”

Jackie Leahy '14

wye oak, civilian

i am nothing without pretend
i know my faults
can't live with them
i am nothing without a man
i know my thoughts
but i can't hide them

i still keep my baby teeth
in the bedside table with my jewelry
you still sleep in the bed with me
my jewelry, and my baby teeth

i don't need another friend
when most of them
i can barely keep up with them
perfectly able to hold my own hand
but i still can't kiss my own neck

i wanted to give you everything
but i still stand in awe of superficial things
i wanted to love you like
my mother's mother's mother did
civilian

\

Presented to you by Becca O'Leary '13

friday sentiments

For reasons entirely due to my own procrastinatory (it is a word) tendencies, this lovely start to the weekend finds me holed up in the periodicals room working on last minute assignments. However, I did find some time in this midst of all my pointed concentration to quickly flip through this summer's Paris Review and find this lovely quote for you (rhyming unintended):

"Don't be so sensitive. Lots of things bore me. Things I love. My husband. My daughter. My Native American pottery collection. It's not an insult."
                                  - Sam Lipsyte, "This Appointment Occurs in the Past"

I thought it put my general feelings towards 200+ pages of economics reading into words perfectly. The rest of the story is just as good, so if you too find yourself "working" up here sometime soon, I'd highly recommend it. Oh and--

Welcome back,
Kristen (former secretary/budding social media chair)

cool cats, welcome back

artwork by margaret draft '13

an update from labrys: the labcat plans to galvanize the face of our magazine's counterpart. in doing this, we ask for your patience, enthusiasm and dynamic engagement. we invite your feedback; how would you like to play with the labcat? send your thoughts and work as we strategize ways to inspire continued readership and participation. in the meantime, bask in the bosomy bounty of our relentless procrastination in impassioned sketches of cow/pigs.

moo?, your editor-in-chief
margaret

sometimes it's hard to be funny

in honor of our upcoming bad poetry, bad music event (thursday night, 7.00, dewey lounge, be there), here's a labcat challenge:

write a wonderfully bad poem. comedy's always hard to put into written words without expressions or hand gestures. i find that saying the jokes out-loud helps rouse those literary juices. if you come up with anything, email us! i'll post it! if this isn't bad enough, i'll be subjecting you to some of my bad poetry very, very soon.

submission date extended!

show off your brainy chops in our smith college lit & art mag. we extended the deadline to december 23rd, the very end of the semester, for all you procrastinators out there. but really, we'd love to read & see your stuff.

so send in your poetry, short stories, essays, screenplays, drawings, painting photos--anything, really--for publication in the early spring. limit to five poems. stories should be 5-7 pages. art should be in 300 dpi. all submissions as attachments to labrys@smith.edu. yes, that was a fragment.

be sure to include your name, title, and class year in the body of the email.

contact our lit mag mavens with any questions. should i have written all of that in small print?

hope to see you in the submissions pile! happy december!

bad music bad poetry

a celebration of cold
creativity:

bad music, bad poetry

dewey lounge, seven p.m.

thursday/
december 8th

(bring silly rhymes, half-baked stories, undeveloped pictures, an off-pitch song or two. crapapella will be joining us for some loud & proud bad music. laugh off finals stress, grab a piece of cake, and join us for a LABRYS study break)

-->i'll cook up some more bad poetry by then.

weekend inspiration

a little something to get your pen penning, your shutter shuttering, your paintbrush painting...

thanksgiving break is in two weeks. express your home home--the good, the bad, the ugly--whatever comes to mind.

send us the things you come up with! we'll post em.

rainy days

no sun and copious amounts of rain calls for a little Bukowski.

Alone With Everybody

by Charles Bukowski

the flesh covers the bone

and they put a mind

in there and

sometimes a soul,

and the women break

vases against the walls

and the men drink too

much

and nobody finds the

one

but keep

looking

crawling in and out

of beds

flesh covers

the bone and the

flesh searches

for more than

flesh.

there's no chance

at all

we are all trapped

by a singular

fate.

nobody ever finds

the one.

the city dumps fill

the junkyards fill

the madhouses fill

the hospitals fill

the graveyards fill

nothing else

fills.

the magic of this poem rests in Bukowski's semiotic strip tease--the point of this depressing nihilism is to call into question the seemingly obvious significance of the human body. of course, we hope that another person will eventually mean love, companionship, the end to loneliness. Bukowski robs us of our innate and elusive humanity and relegates us to pitifully hopeful animals, a group of which he is a part. "we are all trapped by a singular fate" -- even the speaker is a part of this group of lonely people and with this admission, any didactic or condescending tone relents. because of this, we as readers are able to distrust this jaded and heartbroken creature who speaks to us, and we are able to find idealism while maintaining the knowledge that heartbreak (and rain and gloomy days) will appear again. so why not dwell in it, until a beautiful fall day emerges?

a fresh fall

This fall, we've decided to freshen up our vision for the LabCat. We still want to see, read, hear your work. We also want to talk about process , inspiration, criticism. Send us an essay, a poem, a painting, a song that somehow has made your day indulgently sad or positively brighter. Tell us why. Tell us how you start your art, give us tips, share inspiration.

Here's a collaborative space for Smithie's creativity. Join us!

Hello, Kitties!

The Labcat has been enjoying a bit of an extended summer vacation, but now that the leaves are turning and the nights are getting ever more nippy it's becoming apparent that the time has come to trade beach blanket bingo and iced tea lemonade for more...indoor pleasures. And what better way to enjoy the great indoors than curled up with a mug of dining hall hot chocolate and your very own Labcat?

That's right, we're back and we want to know what you do!
Yes, you!

In case you're not familiar with what we do, I'll clue you in. The Labcat is the online life of Labrys, Smith College's art and literary magazine. Think of us as Labrys' web savvy partner in crime. We were established last year by the dearly missed Elizabeth Pusack and Emily Burkman, who couldn't get enough of your submissions and decided that once a year just wasn't often enough to see them all in one place. We accept everything from notebook doodles to jokes to scenes from your screenplay to collages! As long as you did it, we want it!

Of course, the Labcat isn't a substitute for Labrys, so anything you submit is also eligible for the magazine. Let us know if you'd like pieces to be considered for the print edition when you send them our way.

Send submissions as attachments to labrys@email.smith.edu.
Anonymous submissions are welcome. Please indicate whether you'd like us to enable or disable commenting.

Yours faithfully,

The Labcat

Car Lights and Ice Cream, by Emily Bush '11

York Beach; Powers by Rachel Miller '09

These lovely photographs were slated to appear in the 2008-2009 issue of Labrys, but we weren't able to get high-res versions for printing. So be careful when you submit: always scan your artwork or take your photographs with 300 dpi at least. If you have particularly large images (like 20x30in or something similarly ginormous) at 72 dpi, we may be able to make it work. Still, better to have your images at 300.

Isabella by Liza Aberbach '11

Mirror Images; Protest by Molly Sauvain '11